Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Am back from my hiatus (which felt like forever). Nak dekat setahun jugak lah aku tinggal space ni. And I missed writing. Sungguh. Ini je pun tempat aku boleh cerita apa yang aku betul-betul rasa. You know, without having to take other people's feelings into consideration. Kadang-kadang, escape macam ni yang kita perlu. Bukan suicide, mahupun weed. Yang penting, I'm back beetches. And I have heaps of junk to put on here. So keep your eyes on this fuckin space, you copy?
“Nobody ever did, or ever will, escape the consequences of his choices."
Three days ago, if I heard this kind of shit coming from anyone, I would tell them to fuck off. Literally. But at this very moment, I believe every single word, with every inch of my soul (that is, if I still have any) Ah, all these emotions. Rage. Hatred. Frustration. (but mostly, regrets.) Sadly, the only question that keeps lingering in my head is, "Dude, what the fuck were you thinking?" And, even more sadly, I keep denying the answer that I've always had, "The problem is, I wasn't even thinking"