Will I?

I'll be going back to Nilai tomorrow.
I'll be homesick,that I know for sure.
I'll be indulging my painkillers soon.
Still,I will not think of you.

The 2 a.m. Playlist

1) Adele- Crazy For You

2) Kate Walsh-Your Song

3) Seven Collar T Shirt- Faith

4) Rivermaya- You'll Be Safe Here

5) Fynn Jamal- Over

6) Rachael Yamagata- I Wish You Love

7) Paul Tiernan- How To Say Goodbye


Well,I guess it sums up my emotions at the moment.
I'm off to bed.
and I'm NOT thinking of you.

Wildan.

p/s: awak,semalam kan saya mimpi awak. yang peliknya,awak sikit pun tak marah saya. kita keluar jalan-jalan. bertiga,macam biasa. awak pakai baju warna biru,sama dengan lis. awak dgn dia pura-pura macam tak ada apa apa pernah berlaku. macam semuanya seperti biasa je. awak,bagitau saya apa yg saya patut buat. saya tak suka buat awak & lis macam ni. saya mintak maaf wahai wildan kesayangan. dan shadjihar,saya rasa saya rindu awak sangat.

Reckless.

Seven years from now i'll find myself saying,

"I was young and stupid."

young and stupid,indeed.

Fed Up.

fed up lah.

fed up nak bangun pagi-pagi pergi class poetry.

fedd up nak gosok baju siap dgn matching tudung.

fed up memikir pasal benda yg takde solution.

fed up lah dgn assignments yg berlambak.

fed up,tahu tak?

aihh,perut pulak asyik sakit je.

malas nak dilayankan.

ubat dah berkepuk dlm locker tu.

fed up betul lah.

2010 Resolutions!

1) Rambut pendek,no more.

2) Read more books! (educational one,that is)

3) Cuba cukupkan yg lima waktu tu. (err)

4) Cut down on the caffeine.

5) Smile to everyone (termasuk strangers)

6) Lose some weights lah!

7) No bad mouthing lecturers.

8) Find a decent guy. (artsy,sudah pasti)

9) Jangan cakap laju sangat.

10) Be mature in every way possible.

The Farewell.

2009,what a year.

I've done and said many many things,

good ones or even bad bad ones.

I've had my ups & downs.

I've been hurt & I too, have hurt.

I've loved & been loved.

I regretted too many things,

that sometimes I wish to turn back time.

Some things will never be the same again,

even if I tried hard. I am sorry.

So long,2009.

p/s: this is a little apology note to Noor Shadjihar Mohd Jasmani &

Liswatul Hidayah Che Long.I am truly sorry.

I know that it will never be the same again,and I'm sorry.

God knows how miserable I am without the two of you.

I'll always love you and I am indeed very sorry.