November 11, 2010

Poetry tu ada banyak jenis.

Kate Nash
Nicest Thing

All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something

I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style

I wish you couldn't figure me out
But you always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my hand
When I was upset

I wish you'd never forget
The look on my face when we first met
I wish you had a favourite beauty spot
That you loved secretly
'Cause it was on a hidden bit
That nobody else could see

Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars,
Actually I meant three

I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep

Look, all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
And I wish that we could see if we could be something
Yeah I wish that we could see if we could be something

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p/s: ada tak sapa sapa yg pernah buat kau rasa nervous tahap gampang?
       buat kau rasa macam oksigen tak pernah cukup bila dia dekat?
       buat kau rasa macam nak senyum jek tanpa perlu ada sebabnya?
       buat jantung kau rasa macam kena siat-siat bila dia pergi?
       buat kau rasa macam "sial. apasal lah comel sangat bila dia gelak ni" ?
       buat kau rasa nak mimpi benda yang paling absurd, paling out of this world?

       :)
       
       ye, aku tahu.
       perasaan yang even poet paling legend pun tak dapat nak describe dengan details.
       perasaan yang ahh-- kacau lah.
       dan kalau kau pernah/sedang rasa, lagu ini buat kau.
       ye, kau. 
       
       :)



November 6, 2010

Finger-pointing at yourself?


Apa kau rasa bila tengok gambar ni?
Exactly.

Macam life in general lah -- kusut. celaru. serabut. 
Hari-hari ada je benda kena pikir.
Hari-hari --
selagi kau masih ada nafas.

Entri ni tak bertujuan.
Macam life in general jugak.
Hari-hari kau kena buat something,
atas dasar buat something.

Forced. Or choose to.
Suka. Or pretend to.
Lie. Or being lied to.

Kau sendiri pilih benda-benda kecik ni.

Benda-benda kecik, yg kadang2 kau pun tak paham.
Benda-benda kecik, yg sebenarnya tak kecik langsung.
Benda-benda kecik, yg boleh ubah life kau macam tu je.

Kau. Aku.
Kita semua akan mati someday.

So bagitau aku,
this whole thing --
WHAT'S THE POINT ANYWAY?

November 1, 2010

FYI

With you,
I really feel like I'm in the presence of something outside the rest of my life.
Higher than the rest of my life. 


p/s: only with you.

October 23, 2010


And that was the day he killed the teddy bear.

October 21, 2010

The Fear

I  don't know what hurts the most - 
the thought of ever losing you,
or the fact that I know I have lost you.

October 17, 2010

...

Sometimes, we get too tired to carry on.
And eventually  we'll stop along the way.

Bukan sebab dah tak sayang.
Bukan sebab faith tu dah hilang.
Well, mungkin sebab nasib selalu malang.
Tapi still, bukan sebab dah tak sayang.

Sometimes, we just couldn't cope no more.
And eventually, we'll take a little break along the way.

It's my turn to neglect, instead of caring.
It's my turn to forget, instead of remembering.
It's my turn to ask, instead of always answering.
It's my turn to use, instead of being used again.
It's my turn to be loved,instead of loving.
It's my turn to -- ugh-- 
It is my damn turn now.
So please.
Bear with me for a second.
It is my turn.

October 13, 2010

Pronto.



I'm telling myself that this - right here - need to stop. Pronto.