DO I HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT OR SCREAM IT IN YOUR FACE?

THE CHEMISTRY BETWEEN US COULD DESTROY THIS PLACE.

But she is oblivious to the fact that:

(Who the fuck would want to be in love with her?)

And she's dying to tell you :

"Place me at the center of your universe, baby."

Orgasmic music is much much better than pills.

Secara spesifiknya aku tak tahu apa yang bikin aku sakit, tapi aku sedang sakit.
Benda paling remeh pun boleh buat aku nangis sekarang ni.
Dasar cengeng. 


(Fuck the Universe.
Pasang earphones.
Tekan butang play.
Volume up kasi habis.
Tenggelam dalam lagu.
Painkillers yg terbaik.)

Fuck lah.
Satu lagi, aku rasa aku banyak sangat mencarut.
Banyak sangat lepas laku.
Banyak sangat perangai tak senonoh.
Mesti Tuhan tak suka.
Haih. Mana mungkin Dia suka!
Kau rasa kenapa lagi Dia selalu cari cara untuk buat aku ingat Dia?

The cyclone.

(There's a thunder about to rumble somewhere inside.
I'm sensing different kind of vibes now.
Oh I can already taste its metallic bite.
It's near.
It's so fuckin near.
I can smell it.
It's near.
Oh fuck!
It's here.)

Intrigued.

The fact that he always, always distances himself from others ;
that is something, I find, really intriguing.
Disturbingly provocative.


P/S: Kelmarin dia bikin aku penasaran.
       Separuh tolol -- dek mimik itu.
       Sialan.
      

I bet you can tell my dispositions by now, eh?

Kusut ; tapi tak empty.
Demi Tuhan, sekarang ini I'm feeling content.
Pegi jahanam sama age gap. Kau distraksi paling perfect.
Dan yang penting aku pasti jiwa kau dan aku berumah di satu bumbung yg sama ; arts.
Kau boleh bikin hati aku rasa warm, juga bikin roma aku berdiri dek goosebumps.
Tapi problem nya cuma satu ;
I am getting too comfortable being right here -- with you.
Comfortable enough untuk let my guards down.
(Great, Anith. Just great!)
Macam lah tak cukup-cukup lagi reasons of heartaches kan?
(Bodoh)