Trouble tu memang betul lah kawan paling baik yang kau akan pernah ada.

Akan ada satu point in life bilamana kau akan rasa fucked up gila babi.

Tiba-tiba kau rasa macam Tuhan tu tampar muka kau berkali-kali.

Maksud aku, bukan literally tampar. Metaphorically speaking je.

Sekali Dia nak kasi, banyak terus.
Buat kau rasa macam, " Damn. Aku ni banyak sangat ke buat dosa? "

Mau tak pedih?

Pedih bai.
Sumpah pedih.

DO I HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT OR SCREAM IT IN YOUR FACE?

THE CHEMISTRY BETWEEN US COULD DESTROY THIS PLACE.

But she is oblivious to the fact that:

(Who the fuck would want to be in love with her?)

And she's dying to tell you :

"Place me at the center of your universe, baby."

Orgasmic music is much much better than pills.

Secara spesifiknya aku tak tahu apa yang bikin aku sakit, tapi aku sedang sakit.
Benda paling remeh pun boleh buat aku nangis sekarang ni.
Dasar cengeng. 


(Fuck the Universe.
Pasang earphones.
Tekan butang play.
Volume up kasi habis.
Tenggelam dalam lagu.
Painkillers yg terbaik.)

Fuck lah.
Satu lagi, aku rasa aku banyak sangat mencarut.
Banyak sangat lepas laku.
Banyak sangat perangai tak senonoh.
Mesti Tuhan tak suka.
Haih. Mana mungkin Dia suka!
Kau rasa kenapa lagi Dia selalu cari cara untuk buat aku ingat Dia?

The cyclone.

(There's a thunder about to rumble somewhere inside.
I'm sensing different kind of vibes now.
Oh I can already taste its metallic bite.
It's near.
It's so fuckin near.
I can smell it.
It's near.
Oh fuck!
It's here.)

Intrigued.

The fact that he always, always distances himself from others ;
that is something, I find, really intriguing.
Disturbingly provocative.


P/S: Kelmarin dia bikin aku penasaran.
       Separuh tolol -- dek mimik itu.
       Sialan.