2010 Resolutions!

1) Rambut pendek,no more.

2) Read more books! (educational one,that is)

3) Cuba cukupkan yg lima waktu tu. (err)

4) Cut down on the caffeine.

5) Smile to everyone (termasuk strangers)

6) Lose some weights lah!

7) No bad mouthing lecturers.

8) Find a decent guy. (artsy,sudah pasti)

9) Jangan cakap laju sangat.

10) Be mature in every way possible.

The Farewell.

2009,what a year.

I've done and said many many things,

good ones or even bad bad ones.

I've had my ups & downs.

I've been hurt & I too, have hurt.

I've loved & been loved.

I regretted too many things,

that sometimes I wish to turn back time.

Some things will never be the same again,

even if I tried hard. I am sorry.

So long,2009.

p/s: this is a little apology note to Noor Shadjihar Mohd Jasmani &

Liswatul Hidayah Che Long.I am truly sorry.

I know that it will never be the same again,and I'm sorry.

God knows how miserable I am without the two of you.

I'll always love you and I am indeed very sorry.

Electric.

26122009.

Deep in this crowd,all I could ever think was you.

Seven Collar T Shirt's Faith hit me the most.

I dreamt what it would be like if you're here with me.

If you are the one sheltering me from the rain.

If you are the one playfully tapping my shoulder.

If you are the one who told me I looked beautiful.

If you are the one holding my hand,instead of someone else.

I tried to have fun. I jumped, I sang along, I danced my heart out,

but I just couldn't.

The crowd went wild,and all I did was stand there solemnly.

Doing nothing,singing nothing.Not even a single hum.

I got lost between 24 999 others,

deeply lost in the shadow of the night,

when actually I got lost long inside my own feelings.

I just couldn't.

You had disturbed the balance of my mind,

and I don't like it.I don't like it at all.

The Razor's Edge.

hey Mr. Bipolar,
I'm having my PMS,
I have workloads of craps,
I ain't eating much,
I've not slept in like hours,
I ain't doing so well,
and you picked the wrong time.

Orgy Orgy Orgy.

*source: here*

Dear Aaron baby,snog me.

Please?

Updates.

It's been too long since i last posted anything. Been busy with stuff. As you can see,things worked out quite well. The Uni's not so bad. I've already finished my 1st sem in Nilai and currently i'm in the middle of my 2nd sem. Lets hope it'll be my last one before going to the main campus. My courses for this sem are:

1.Arabic

-Ustazah Amirah.Very soft-spoken.A total sweetheart.

-I hate arabic all along,so I skipped her class a lot.

2.Linguistics

-Miss Aisyah.Her accent is annoying.

-Lucky for her,I love linguistics.

3.Poetry

-Miss Hanita Hanim.30 something and not married.

-She taught me Drama last sem so,I guess she's ok.

4.Creative & Critical Thinking

-Mdm Adibah.Hates everyone including her husband.

-Her exact words were,"I'm a bitch,deal with it"

-Realistic,thats why i love her.Ultimate rockstar.

5.Islamic Revealed Knowledge

-Mdm Isfadiah.One word: Motherly.

-The course is okay.Thanks to the madam herself.

6.Basic Research & Methods of Academic Writing

-Mdm Shamimah.One word: Impossible.

-She taught Grammar last sem and failed 60 students.

-She is a matter of fact,highly impossible.

7.Computer

-Miss Harlinda Helman.She's good at telling bedtime stories.

-It is so boring,even the nerds facebooking during her class.yeah.

8.Understanding Islam

-Ustazah Noor Farha.The one with the purdah.

-She's very mysterious.I do love her voice though

Since I didn't have the opportunity to spill everything about my first sem,i hope this will do.

Ciao,puppets.

Geez Banana,Is It 24th Yet?

I am going to Uni this Sunday.i am going to need a lot of luck,courage
and definitely tonnes of deodorants.(i tend to sweat more when i'm nervous.that's why.)see,communicating is not really my thing.to be exact,i suck at it.i'm not good with strangers,not good with words and i naturally am a fast-speaker.trust me,it annoys me even more than it annoys you and i just hate it when people tend to ask me to repeat whatever i was saying after i've spoken like 4000 god-damn words.geez,and i'm like: fuck u very much.okay,now that's another issue of a zillion more issues i'm having.cursing,that is.i know it's a bad thing to do but i can't help it.gosh,i'm 1-0-1 trouble.anyway,bout this Uni thing,i am nervous on who my roommates are going to be.am i going to like them? am i not? will they excuse me snoring? is it okay if i put on the night light? u know that kind of stuff.

this is my first time staying in a hostel and i am crossing my finger for everything to go on smoothly for me.well,at least during the orientation week(or ta'aruf,as the Uni call them).hm,what's really giving me a headache is the Arabic Placement Test (APT)& English Placement Test(EPT) which we are having at the very beginning of the ta'aruf week.major trouble.fyi,i really have zero knowledge in Arabic,and i only take it because it's a requirement for the Uni.gosh.i really am not kidding around when i said i'm gonna need a lot of luck.but whining is not an option,is it? so,that really sums up everything i had going on my mind at the moment.wish me luck,a whole fat bunch of them.


till then,visual friend.