Fed Up.

fed up lah.

fed up nak bangun pagi-pagi pergi class poetry.

fedd up nak gosok baju siap dgn matching tudung.

fed up memikir pasal benda yg takde solution.

fed up lah dgn assignments yg berlambak.

fed up,tahu tak?

aihh,perut pulak asyik sakit je.

malas nak dilayankan.

ubat dah berkepuk dlm locker tu.

fed up betul lah.

2010 Resolutions!

1) Rambut pendek,no more.

2) Read more books! (educational one,that is)

3) Cuba cukupkan yg lima waktu tu. (err)

4) Cut down on the caffeine.

5) Smile to everyone (termasuk strangers)

6) Lose some weights lah!

7) No bad mouthing lecturers.

8) Find a decent guy. (artsy,sudah pasti)

9) Jangan cakap laju sangat.

10) Be mature in every way possible.

The Farewell.

2009,what a year.

I've done and said many many things,

good ones or even bad bad ones.

I've had my ups & downs.

I've been hurt & I too, have hurt.

I've loved & been loved.

I regretted too many things,

that sometimes I wish to turn back time.

Some things will never be the same again,

even if I tried hard. I am sorry.

So long,2009.

p/s: this is a little apology note to Noor Shadjihar Mohd Jasmani &

Liswatul Hidayah Che Long.I am truly sorry.

I know that it will never be the same again,and I'm sorry.

God knows how miserable I am without the two of you.

I'll always love you and I am indeed very sorry.

Electric.

26122009.

Deep in this crowd,all I could ever think was you.

Seven Collar T Shirt's Faith hit me the most.

I dreamt what it would be like if you're here with me.

If you are the one sheltering me from the rain.

If you are the one playfully tapping my shoulder.

If you are the one who told me I looked beautiful.

If you are the one holding my hand,instead of someone else.

I tried to have fun. I jumped, I sang along, I danced my heart out,

but I just couldn't.

The crowd went wild,and all I did was stand there solemnly.

Doing nothing,singing nothing.Not even a single hum.

I got lost between 24 999 others,

deeply lost in the shadow of the night,

when actually I got lost long inside my own feelings.

I just couldn't.

You had disturbed the balance of my mind,

and I don't like it.I don't like it at all.

The Razor's Edge.

hey Mr. Bipolar,
I'm having my PMS,
I have workloads of craps,
I ain't eating much,
I've not slept in like hours,
I ain't doing so well,
and you picked the wrong time.

Orgy Orgy Orgy.

*source: here*

Dear Aaron baby,snog me.

Please?

Updates.

It's been too long since i last posted anything. Been busy with stuff. As you can see,things worked out quite well. The Uni's not so bad. I've already finished my 1st sem in Nilai and currently i'm in the middle of my 2nd sem. Lets hope it'll be my last one before going to the main campus. My courses for this sem are:

1.Arabic

-Ustazah Amirah.Very soft-spoken.A total sweetheart.

-I hate arabic all along,so I skipped her class a lot.

2.Linguistics

-Miss Aisyah.Her accent is annoying.

-Lucky for her,I love linguistics.

3.Poetry

-Miss Hanita Hanim.30 something and not married.

-She taught me Drama last sem so,I guess she's ok.

4.Creative & Critical Thinking

-Mdm Adibah.Hates everyone including her husband.

-Her exact words were,"I'm a bitch,deal with it"

-Realistic,thats why i love her.Ultimate rockstar.

5.Islamic Revealed Knowledge

-Mdm Isfadiah.One word: Motherly.

-The course is okay.Thanks to the madam herself.

6.Basic Research & Methods of Academic Writing

-Mdm Shamimah.One word: Impossible.

-She taught Grammar last sem and failed 60 students.

-She is a matter of fact,highly impossible.

7.Computer

-Miss Harlinda Helman.She's good at telling bedtime stories.

-It is so boring,even the nerds facebooking during her class.yeah.

8.Understanding Islam

-Ustazah Noor Farha.The one with the purdah.

-She's very mysterious.I do love her voice though

Since I didn't have the opportunity to spill everything about my first sem,i hope this will do.

Ciao,puppets.